here i am blogging because i havent done so in a long time. I went home for a few days and it was the most relaxing few days of my life! I got to see CJ, and I’ve learned not to take him for granted because i guess i do love that boy! LOL! i still get butterflies :] I didnt realize that it was a good thing until my friend pointed it out to me telling me that still having “butterflies” after being with him for four years just shows that we love each other sooo much!
Enough of that corny shit, College has taught me so much. I now know how to manage my time better. My sorority teaches me alot of things also, i think being in it, has given me more confidence. I know I am not that one shy girl many of you used to know. I feel pretty confident in what I have to say, and I’m not scared of sharing my ideas. I feel that I have grown-up.
I am so thankful that I’ve gotten an ATE and A BIG SIS. I swear those two always spoil me and buy me food. They’re making me fat. FYI, my ATE is my big sister from my KP organization. and my big sis is from my sorority. I love them both. But i swear i think they compete over me LOL well i know my ATE does. I’ve never had an older female influence me (except my mother of course) so its weird having TWO! but I’ve learned so much from them and now i wish i had an older sibling to teach me things. I wonder how my ading feels about me, especially since I’m gone. I hope I taught my younger siblings things they can remember when their older and then i can hear them say “OH MY ATE TOLD ME THAT” or “MY ATE TAUGHT ME THIS” :] I hope i’ve done my job being the BEST BIG SISTER EVER to my younger siblings.
I’ll never take another day for granted thats forsure.